Exhaustion

ex·haus·tion (ĭg-zôs'chən)
n.

1. The act or an instance of exhausting.
2. The state of being exhausted; extreme fatigue: The runner collapsed from exhaustion.

I should be sleeping but it would appear that when I get to this state of over exhaustion I have to do something to unwind or I will lay there staring at the ceiling, and well I hate that its so unproductive! I mean, if I could I would avoid sleep all together, there is so much I would rather be doing in life.....experiencing in life......why do we have to sleep??? I blame those alpha or was it beta brain waves.

Have you ever had one of those days you just don't know if you could have fit anything else into it and not completely just fallen apart? Thats been today. Im not really sure what I think Im going to accomplish sitting here writing this, but out of my new frustration of not knowing why the printer driver has disappeared from this computer and needing a printer to print out some poems Id like to try entering into a Poetry Contest.......its just been one of those days. So I need to feel productive......if Blogger crashes, I may cry, fair warning!

Ill admit though that looking at the antonym of Exhaustion is kind of funny to me...again keep in mind anything you read from me tonight will have very little continuity, as I am EXHAUSTED.

exhaustion
n

Definition: tiredness
Antonyms: energy, liveliness, readiness, vigor

That was me today, full of energy, take it on, hit me with your best shot. They did, I have, Im done! :)

Today I must have boxed up and shipped at least 15 different Ebay items. There is something about just wanting it out of the house once I collect the money. So 2 trips to the post office, and well you all know just how much I love our Federal Post Office. First thing this morning I was up boxing up items, digging for boxes (why do I always forget about the boxes?), and then realizing I had to be at school at 9 am, 4th grade orientation meeting with a teacher that will scare me Im sure the rest of the year. Dont get me wrong, shes amazing, she literally was doing Algebra 2 in 2nd grade, unheard of by me anyway, until this month! I skipped out of there after paying for more upcoming events, school drains your pocket book, they just seem to find more and more ways for you to spend more and more money on REALLY great stuff....anyway, so off to the gym I went, I knew with all going on I was going to need stress release.....and then off to the first trip to the Post Office. Home, lunch, cleaned up and a quick chat with Dennis. That was nice. After I got off the phone David called to let me know he wanted to stop by here instead of me coming into the office to sign all the loan papers. Wonderful, the girls were mid setting up their "doll" world in the middle of the living room. Quickly getting them to partake in the quick run around to clean up the house, and then a reminder...Mom weren't you going to make him cookies? Oh yes! So cookies I baked. See David has been so much help in straighting out an error on my credit report, thats the least I owe him, especially considering him going through all that work to help me didn't pocket him another penny in his pocket. But it has made me loyal!

After we baked, cleaned up again, David showed up....signed papers............LOTS of papers. It just amazes me that they find up more papers to sign papers to fix typos on those papers that you need to sign. Seriously, we have gone over the edge in killing the trees required for the amount of paper required to finance a home! Done with that, he made sure I understood it all, yeah right :P and in a week my credit will be looking pretty good if I do say so myself. At that time I will be having a credit card cutting, burning party for any interested melted plastic partakers!

Off I went to run more errands, a short stop to get my nails done, a girls got to look nice you know, fought off the urge for Starbucks....can't spend all the money I will be saving on Coffee, or can I? Another trip to the post office, fun and my all favorite, a run to the Market. Why can't all food cost 10 cents like top ramen? Home unloaded, checked auctions, pulled out divorce papers, looking for the loan agreement my ex would like to alter and then spent too much time fighting with this computer with error messages that Excel wont work. I should have gotten the message, but I didn't so I figure thats why my printer isn't working now, although I did get excel working. Arrrrgh.....ok bedtime, I feel it now!

Addendem: So this morning Im sitting here looking over what it was I typed up last night, since last night is still a bit of a fog to me. I had to laugh because honestly, what I typed is how my brain works.........non stop.....scary huh! :)